A special church

The story of St Mary’s church

It is not uncommon for a village the size of Pathhead to have just one church but it is unusual for that church to be a Roman Catholic one. St. Mary’s story tells us much about change and discrimination in 19th century Scotland.

St. Mary’s was founded by Cecil Chetwynd Kerr, the Dowager Marchioness of Lothian. She was a remarkable woman who had converted to Catholicism in 1851 after a long and at times painful journey of faith. She had been influenced by the Oxford Movement’s push to restore pre Reformation liturgy and worship in the Church of England and by her spiritual advisor, John Henry – later Cardinal – Newman.

Although the penal laws against ‘popery’ in Scotland had been repealed so Catholics could own property and build churches, Cecil’s conversion meant making sacrifices. She was seen as a considerable risk to her own children (all except her two eldest sons later converted), was forced to move out of the family home and became estranged from her friends.

Lady Cecil had lived most of her married life at Newbattle Abbey, which was originally a Cicercian monastery. By founding St. Mary’s and other churches, most notably St. David’s Dalkeith, she hoped to make amends for the confiscation of Catholic churches and religious houses during the Reformation.

Cecil was also moved by the needs of a scattered Irish Catholic population who had arrived in Midlothian following the Great Famine in Ireland. These people were discriminated against, very poor and living insecurely – mostly as farm labourers around Pathhead, Penicuik, Roslin, Loanhead, Gorebridge and Bonnyrigg. The area was served by ‘mission priests’ who moved about, often preaching outdoors and saying Mass in hired rooms. In time Pathhead gained a tiny school that was used as a chapel and vestry.

Lady Cecil aimed to expand the mission effort in Pathhead and her funding allowed a simple church to be built, dedicated to Our Lady. St. Mary’s was opened on the 2nd of June 1872. Cecil continued to follow the community’s progress, making small gifts to the church.

Prayers of Thanksgiving

We thank everyone who was able to come to our final Mass today and those who were with us in spirit. These are the prayers we offered

Father, we thank you for all the ways St. Mary’s has been our special place

– where we have been able to gather together as a faith community

– where we have found our sanctuary, our refuge and our place of peace.

Holy Spirit, we are grateful for all of the things that Your inspiration has given us

– the welcome, love and warmth, and happiness we have shared

– the comfort we have offered each other in difficult times: the sickness and death of our loved ones, our own illnesses, worries and fears.

Jesus, we know you have blessed us as a special faith family at St. Mary’s

– providing us with many opportunities to share our gifts with each other

– giving us committed priests to care for our spiritual wellbeing.

Jesus, we thank you for making Your presence felt in our midst.

We remember the people in our congegration who have passed away or moved on – we hold them in our hearts both now and as we move on.

We recognise God’s loving care

– in the way the people of Pathhead have supported us

– in the prayerful fellowship of other Christians from our local churches.

We are grateful for all of the people who have walked alongside us over the years.

Lord, we stand at a painful crossroads today. A church is not a building, it is a community. We ask You to walk with us as we make the next steps, confident in Your compassion and love for every person who follows You.

Final Mass

We are sorry to say that St. Mary’s Catholic Church in Pathhead is closing and the building will soon be up for sale.

Our final Mass will be at 9am on Sunday 27th August. Please note this is earlier than usual.


We thank you for your support over the years.

Reflection on the Transfiguration of the Lord

Matthew 17, 1 -9

There are so many themes in today’s Gospel, it is hard to choose a focus. I think there are 3 themes that seem to stand out for us at St. Mary’s

  • to listen to Jesus
  • to pray alone and then go out into the world
  • to move beyond the places we feel comfortable.

The first theme is listen to Jesus. The transfiguration story demands a change in our thinking – Peter is interrupted dramatically by God’s voice “This is my beloved Son” and “Listen to him”. The disciples are commanded, as we are, to make listening to Jesus our primary responsibility. For Peter, James and John this command raises Jesus’s words to be the source of faith – not Moses and the laws, not Elijah and his prophecies. For us as Catholics, the command raises listening to the messages in the Gospels, over and above observances like going to Mass on Sundays. As Pope Francis puts it

“Jesus’ word is the most nourishing food for the soul: it nourishes our souls, it nourishes our faith!”

Pope Francis Pastoral Visit 16.03.14

Listening to Jesus is our primary duty. The next theme covers the next steps: prayer and action. In the transfiguration story, Jesus and the disciples ascend the mountain to be alone and apart from other people. When we are at the top of a mountain our perspective shifts – this is the right kind of place for a close encounter with God. We need to move closer to God by taking ourselves into the right space to pray, to be in God’s presence just as we are. We don’t actually have to climb a mountain! We do need to find a space to meet God in prayer. It can be very simple – Father (Monsignor) David Gemmell suggested to me having a cup of tea with God – literally and mindfully sitting down with God for the time it takes to drink your cuppa.

Then, just like the disciples on the holy mountain, we cannot stay in that special place – we must come down from that special place and, with a better understanding of God, take our experience into the places where Jesus’ message is needed. We cannot stay comfortably distant from the world but must go out into it. Pope Francis says

“This is what Christian life is. It is a mission for the whole Church, for all the baptized, for us all: listen to Jesus and offer him to others.”

Pope Francis Angelus 16.03.14

This takes us to our third theme: to move beyond the places we feel comfortable as Catholics. Peter’s response to the transfiguration is to say he will make 3 tents – one for Jesus, one for Moses and one for Elijah. Making shelters is in the tradition for the Feast of Tabernacles marking God’s promises to the Jewish people. Notice here that Peter treats Jesus, Moses and Elijah as equals, yet the voice from on high interrupts Peter to declare that Jesus is the Son of God – it is clear now that Jesus actually is who he he says he is! This is so terrifying for the disciples that Jesus moves to comfort them with his touch saying to them and us “Stand up” and “Do not be afraid.”

Like Peter, we are being called

  • to recognise a new reality and move beyond the comfort of traditional worship
  • to not be afraid to live out our faith lives fully listening to Jesus.

This means letting go of past traditions and practices that we may be clinging to because that’s the way things have always been done. We need to rise to the challenge of change.

The priest and theologian Father Jose Pagola makes the point in a characteristically direct way

“In the Church we are afraid to listen to Jesus …. We are afraid of more lively, creative and expressive celebrations of the faith of believers today, but we are less concerned about the general boredom of so many good Christians who cannot tune in or vibrate with what is being celebrated there. Are we more faithful to Jesus by carefully urging the liturgical norms, or are we afraid of “remembering” him by celebrating our faith with more truth and creativity?”

Jose Antonio Pagola (in Spanish)

Let me make the point another way. At the end of one of his sermons on the transfiguration, Pope Francis invites us to listen to and imaginatively gaze at Jesus so that we

“prepare our eyes for the beautiful vision of his Face, where we all — may the Lord grant us the grace — will be at a Mass without end.”

Pope Francis 16.04.14

Now I will admit to feeling a bit daunted by an endless Mass using the current liturgy. More importantly, I am certain that people younger than me would be more than a bit daunted. We need to rise to the challenge of change.

As I said at the start, there is so much in today’s Gospel to reflect on. Let us take a few moments to think about which theme seems most significant to us individually at this time

  • to listen often to Jesus
  • to find the right space to pray
  • to move on from both the place and the liturgy where we feel comfortable in order to discover what inspires our own and other people’s spirituality.

Reflection on Saint Mary of Magdala

Saturday July 22nd was the feast of Saint Mary of Magdala and my reflection today focuses on her. I have drawn heavily on the resources provided by Catholic women exploring women and leadership in the church, especially those from Future Church. I have quoted directly from their resources.

Of all the early Christians, Mary of Magdala is perhaps the most discredited by portrayals of her story and character in both Christian writing and art. Secular historians accept her as a real historical figure about whom little is known yet Mary has been “romanticized, allegorized, and mythologized beyond recognition”. From the time of Pope Gregory I in the 6th century, she has been portrayed as a prostitute who, after meeting Jesus, repents her sins and spends her life in prayer and penitence. Renaissance paintings show her partly clothed with loose hair in a way that is often “little more than pious pornography” to reinforce “the mistaken belief that sexuality, especially female sexuality, is shameful, sinful, and worthy of repentance”.

In fact nowhere in the New Testament is Mary of Magdala identified as a public sinner or a prostitute. Instead, Mary is mentioned by name twelve times in the four gospels, more often than most of the apostles. She is the “primary witness to the most central events of Christian faith, named in exactly the same way (Maria e Magdalena) in each of four gospels” even though they written for very different communities throughout the Mediterranean world.

Mary has an immensely significant and God given role in Christ’s death and resurrection – she stays with Jesus throughout his crucifixion and death, she discovers the empty tomb after the resurrection, and Christ gives her the responsibility for proclaiming his resurrection and ascension into heaven to the disciples.

As the theologian Dr Elizabeth Johnson says in her lecture at Fordham University “making Mary a prostitute has allowed her leadership role amongst the disciples to be generally forgotten” and “for those who prefer a Church with an exclusively male heirarchy, it is easier to deal with her as a repentent sinner than as an apostolic woman who had a voice and used it”.

In 2016 Pope Francis issued a decree which praises Mary as ‘the Apostle of the Apostles’ and raises her Saint’s Day to the rank of Feast – on a par with the Apostles.

Of course Mary is not alone because many women have shaped the church and I want to take a moment to remind ourselves of them.

The women prophets and preachers of the Hebrew Scriptures –

  • Miriam, prophet and leader among the Israelites
  • Deborah, the judge
  • Huldah, the prophet

The other women of the Gospels who proclaimed the good news –

  • Mary, mother of Jesus
  • Anna, the Temple prophet
  • The Samaritan woman, the evangelist to her own community

The women who were leaders and proclaimers in the early Church –

  • Phoebe, the deacon
  • Prisca, the missionary
  • Lydia, leader of the first house church in Europe

The women preachers of the Middle Ages –

  • Catherine of Siena, speaker of truth to power
  • Hildegard of Bingen, mystic, abbess, and preacher
  • Rose of Viterbo, mystic and preacher of penance

The resources that I found end this list of women at the Middle Ages. I am sorry to say that without doing more research I could only think of one of other woman

  • Therese of Liseux, guide on how to live a simple, spiritual life

Also – I couldn’t remember the name – I knew Pope Francis had appointed a woman as undersecretary of the synod of bishops, she is first woman to hold the post and the first to have voting rights – her name is Nathalie Becquart.

There must be many, many more! Think of the nuns you learned from at school or met on retreat, lay women with key roles in parishes …

Last Sunday at Mass in Warwickshire, we were asked to pray that more men would feel called to become ordained. I find it profoundly sad that I have never heard anyone on the altar ask the congregation to pray that more women would feel the call to leadership within the church.

Let us take a moment to pray silently for the Church

  • to ask the Holy Spirit to inspire those who are the decision makers to actively seek to promote the full, inclusive message of Jesus’s call to ministry for all of the baptized.

Read John’s Gospel chapter 20, verses 1-18 for Mary of Magdala’s role in the resurrection.

Reflection on Matthew 11, 25 -30

Gospel of Matthew 11, 25 -30

Well here’s quite a contrast – last week we heard Jesus say that “Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me” and this week we hear him say “Come to me, all you who are weary and over burdened, and I will give you rest”.

How do we feel about those seemingly opposite statements? Last week God is demanding everything of us and this week God offers us the comfort of true rest? When I say how do we feel, I am inviting us to think carefully about deeply rooted beliefs.

Consciously or unconsciously might it sometimes feel simpler to think of God as being harsh and judgemental? Simpler to believe that ‘proper faith’ means tying ourselves to a heavy burden? Does this version of God and faith seem somehow obvious?

There is a long tradition of presenting God as an almighty and distant being. I have spent a lot of time looking at religious art in Spain recently and I can assure you that few images depict God as reaching down to us overflowing with tenderness.

Yet here in today’s reading, we are invited to turn towards a compassionate and loving God when we are at our lowest ebb. For some of us at least, and maybe for all of us at times, keeping in our hearts and minds the idea of a gentle and profoundly kind God takes a bit of effort.

When we go through dark times, we can often feel a strong urge to struggle with our burdens alone and close ourselves up, locking our feelings in. Yet Jesus invites us to be confident in God’s love. When we are weary and in pain, he says “Come to me!”.

“Come to me!” His invitation does not mean God will somehow just take away all our anxiety, our grief and our fears. No, he cannot take away our cross – what he promises is to carry our cross with us and give us rest for our souls. “Rest for your soul” that sounds so good!

So how do we go from knowing about this compassionate God in our heads to fully believing it in our hearts? Why can it be so hard to open ourselves to that compassion in our toughest times? Let us take a minute to reflect on what the invitation to “Come to me and you will find rest for your soul” means for us this week.

14th Sunday A

The Jewish Bible, which Christians call the Old Testament, is divided into three parts; in order of importance they are the Law, the Prophets and the Writings; the Prophets covers the major writings of Isaiah, Jeremiah, Ezekiel and Daniel, followed by the 12 Minor Prophets; the last of these is Malachi which is headed, ‘an Oracle,” and before that is Zechariah from which today’s first reading is taken; chapters and 9, 11, 12 and14 are each also called ‘Oracle.’  Our reading is taken from the first of these oracles. The first verses before it are about the ill-fate of the nations surrounding Judah, but our reading contrasts that with the announcement of a great king, who is righteous and saves – often translated simply as being triumphant and victorious. Yet as well as being great he does not ride the horse of a warrior but a simpler, and maybe humbler, donkey. The last oracles in the collection of the Prophets were added by a later editor, we cannot be sure of their date nor consequently of the circumstances to which they refer. The general message is one of ‘God will save His people;’ and Christians would see this as a reference to Jesus who was selfless and humble and He certainly makes salvation available to us. The other readings might elaborate on the practical ‘workings’ of this process for individuals.

The second reading is from Paul’s letter to the Romans, which is largely an exposition of how he perceives the whole relationship between people and God. The section we have today follows one about the human and particularly Jewish situation: we are inevitably going to die someday; we are going to suffer from both the wickedness of those around us and our own stupidity and sinfulness; for the Jews there is also the difficulty of trying to keep all the rules of their Law and of their religion; and we might add nowadays that the world in which we live brings disasters that are both natural and brought about by our own misuse of nature. A satisfactory solution to this comes from God. Hence in our extract Paul identifies the problem in our lives with the word ‘flesh’ – we live according to the flesh; and the solution is to live instead in the spirit – the Spirit of God in us. These two sides (literally of flesh and spirit) are difficult to translate and as we try to see what it means it is worth looking at the variety of attempts at translation though many are still too literal. This reading is noteworthy for its emphasis on the Spirit, Who is often played down in favour of the Creator, father-figure and the sacrifice for our sins of His Son. Some theologians think this has come about because those in authority in the Church, as anywhere, like things to be orderly and under control rather than inspired by enthusiasm or a spirit of freedom.

The gospel comes from a tradition also used by Luke and its language about the Father and Son and their relationship to us is almost in the style of some parts of John’s gospel. There is also the contrast in believers, between those who rely on their own sophistication to know something of God, and children who generally just accept what they are told and seems obvious.  The second part can easily be read as saying that Jesus will bring us relaxation and an easy life; but we should note that we will have a burden and a yoke, but when it is Christ’s it is not so burdensome because He carries it too!

See Jeff’s Jottings – Wise guys

SS Peter and Paul

In the Acts 12:1-11 Luke is writing the remarkable account of the expansion of Christianity and the development of the church; and this is despite external opposition, even persecution, and their leaders’ inadequacies and failings. The story is built around the two different characters in the early church of Peter and Paul. Whereas Peter was a headstrong, simple Galilean Jewish fisherman who followed Jesus throughout His public ministry, Paul was a well educated Jew and Roman citizen living outside of the Jewish territory, who after a special encounter with Jesus turned from antagonism to Christians to become an apostle of Christianity to the Gentiles. The phrase “in those days” at the beginning of today’s reading, alludes to the time when the followers of Jesus in Jerusalem and the surrounding area expanded and even included followers of Jesus’ Way who were not Jews – they were Samaritans or even Gentiles. It was this expansion that began to cause disturbances in Jerusalem. Herod, the local ruler, wanted to keep the peace in order to retain favour within the Roman empire, and so began to arrest the Jewish Christian leaders who were the source of the trouble. So our reading concerns the imprisonment of Peter; it was during the feast of unleavened Bread – a sacred time in Jerusalem – so he would be executed after the Passover, as James had been earlier. The story of his escape was passed down by word of mouth and that is what is related here by Luke. This is a good story illustrating how faith can lead us into difficulties and yet God can save us.

The two letters to Timothy and the one to Titus are together called the pastoral epistles. They may well date from about the year 100 AD at a time when the organisation of the body of Christians was developing and the difficulties of admitting Gentiles and the like were overcome. But at that time part of the difficulty was the distance in time since Jesus, and even since the time of the disciples who knew him. So these letters are about life and practice in this later church. But the letters do include some passages that seem most likely to come from Paul himself, and our reading today is from one of these sections. In the first paragraph Paul writes about himself in later life as he looks back on the devoted life that he has led and looks forward to his expected reward like that of all who work for the fullness of coming of Christ on earth. The second paragraph in the original begins with a “But” because the text tells of the loneliness and difficult situation of Paul – even being unsupported when taken to court – which explains the ‘but’ before our second paragraph. On this feast of Peter and Paul, this reading shows Paul as a saint in the sense of someone that we would do well to emulate; we should be pouring out our lives for God’s work and confident that the Lord is with us even at difficult times and that we shall eventually get our reward.

Peter acknowledging Jesus as the Messiah is recorded in the three synoptic gospels (Matthew, Mark and Luke). But Matthew, which we read today, adds a commissioning of Peter to be a leader of the church. This may be because the churches for which Matthew is particularly writing had a special respect for Peter their founder and leader for a time. He is called a rock, which is what Peter means. Nevertheless he also was the most headstrong disciple who so often let Jesus down. This is why he is an admiral saint – someone we can look to emulate in some way because even when we mess things up we can be sorry, be forgiven and still go on to do good things. He was eventually executed for his faith in Rome. Catholics particularly view him as the first overall leader of the Church worldwide – a Pope

There is a delightful incident about Rhoda (in our language Rose) which follows our first reading and is the subject of my jotting this week.

click Jeff’s Jottings – The lassie Rose

12th Sunday of Year A

The first reading from the Book of Jeremiah displays a common pattern in the experiences of all humans when they are intending to do their best and what they think is right. In this 7th century BC this prophet really feels the call from God to try to bring the people – all people – back into a good relationship with a loving God and to preach with severity and reproach against the poor behaviour of his people. It seems almost natural that they oppose him more and more as he upbraids them – and Jeremiah had a really tough time. But he earnestly wants to believe that God will see him alright in the end, will put his accuses to shame; he has faith yet it is shot through with human weakness for he hopes and expects that God will ‘get His own back’ on these miscreants … Jeremiah hopes for revenge! The best of us will still get things wrong about God and His ways.

In Paul’s letter to the Romans he wants to express the central beliefs he has as a follower of Christ. In this brief extract we see evidence of his Jewish education, in that he sees the story of Adam in the bible in two ways: it is about the temptation of the first man to do what is forbidden, the giving-in to this lure and the consequent expulsion from the happy situation in the garden of Eden for himself and for the whole human race that descended from him; but it also sees Adam as a representation of the general human condition, the fact that all of us will be tempted, will give in to temptation and in consequence suffer some sort of alienation from reality and our true selves. Sin is not just breaking a rule, but falling short of the sort of human one could and ought to be. However, Jesus is the man who has reversed this situation for everyone (which is the import of his phrase “for many”).

The extract from Matthew that is today’s gospel reading comes after Jesus has been telling his followers that they will face persecution but will be loved by God, whatever people do to them that is hurtful. Jesus says that all will be made clear and will make sense in the end. It is strange that Matthew uses terms like body and soul, because this way of seeing a person was that of the Greek culture whereas Matthew is generally more influenced by Jewish teaching in which this distinction isn’t made – but his audience would be Diaspora Jews. But we should have reverential fear for God, though He loves all his creation especially humans. This whole passage might give us an insight into some of the difficulties Jesus’ followers might be having at the time Matthew is writing – after the destruction of the Temple about 70 AD

see Jeff’s Jottings – Do something about it

Reflection on Matthew 13, 24 – 43

Gospel of Matthew 13, 24 -43

Today’s Gospel had much to tell us about the depth of God’s compassion and love and how Jesus plans to share that love.

We need to appreciate just what Matthew is describing when he says that Jesus saw the crowds and felt sorry for them because they were harassed and dejected.

The Jewish people were being crushed by the Roman Empire. The Romans conquered territory because the only way for them to acquire the huge amount of grain needed to feed Rome’s own citizens (very generously) was through heavy taxation of the conquered territories. The people were hungry and despairing because the system forced them into debt, driving families apart and splitting up their small patches of land. Meanwhile the Jewish religious authorities argued within their different factions on the extent to which the Jews should resist or cooperate with a seemingly invincible empire.

So this Gospel presents a very significant moment in Jesus’s work. He knows he cannot show God’s compassion for so many people. He cannot preach, heal, teach and restore the spirits of all who need help. He must share that work with others.

The word apostle comes from the Greek word ‘apostolos’ meaning the one being sent. Jesus’s instructions to those he sends out are born of deep compassion – the twelve are to have a new role – no longer witnesses to, but active participants in, Jesus’s work. This is Jesus’s response to the damage the Roman and Jewish hierarchies have done to people’s lives. The twelve are to recognise each person’s gifts, hopes and experiences, freeing them so they can live fully in God’s love.

So what might this story mean for us now? Let us take a moment to reflect.

Can we recognise people who feel harassed and rejected in our own times?

Do we feel ourselves to be ‘sent out’ to show God’s compassion and love for everyone?

Just as importantly – do we feel the need ourselves to live more freely, to more fully realise our gifts by receiving God’s love?